i am da one da one who dont need no respek on the sun

it's all physical, so there's not much to be said than to be felt. i know i'll be brave enough - not to approach or have sex, just to sit down and close my eyes and accept who i am on the inside. i just want to let you know, so many of us are hiding. I'm sorry for everything you've been through, guest. i have a hard time accepting my sexuality as well, but it's never going away. like it's never simple to touch another woman without feeling awkward because to you and me there's a different meaning to it all. When you have strong sexual feelings, it's a lot to handle.

I really don’t know if that’s innocent of her. In my case we only liked each other as coworkers, AFAIK, but we had a warm connection being I Taurus and she a Virgo. She’s at least playing with your feelings. In your case she doesn’t want someone cockblocking meaning she’s trying to hit on you? I wouldn’t think that’s innocent, at all. I just think its weird to do that to someone you know likes you, knowing that you dont like them back. Been wondering if it was innocent.ĭid it feel innocent? When she was rubbing my hands it did feel innocent. Your crystal rub story reminded me of this French coworker navigating my laptop, to show me something, while it’s on my lap. Then you tell her you still want to hang out with her & she doesnt even respond to you. Isn't it all, like, so disappointing and sad.īetter to be ghosted then have a girl give you signals that she interested, stand you up, tell someone they are cockblocking after she stood you up, then put a crystal in your hand, close your hand, and start rubbing your hand while telling you her crystal will give you good energy & help you get through what you are going through while knowing you like her. Some that have suffered for years (and still do) beacuse they are not accepted, because they can't accept themselves, because they can't be who they want to be. Without it meaning anything to them.Īnd then every single gay/bi woman I've ever met has borderline trauma from not being straight.

On the other hand, seems like every other straight women has gotten away with making out w other females for whatever reason. Plus then trying to accept myself as gay, I've hit my mid twenties and I'm not only still in the closet but also a virgin, and that's not about to change anytime soon.Īnyway. I've had it drilled into my head that my body is gross and weird, that sex is dirty, that my body is dirty, by means of being sexually harassed by a classmate, a brother who was bullied at school and took it out on me, and carrying the burden of never telling anyone I was touched as a young tween. My family is not exactly homophobic, but they're not very LGBT friendly either. My cousin was featured in an indie movie which ofc had her making out with another woman bc idk, that's a thing in indie movies for whatever reason.

I am da one da one who dont need no respek on the sun